On Tuesday I talked with Dr. Sabbatini at MSKCC and he strongly suggested that I go back on the Gamzar, so that's what I will do, at least for the next 6 weeks. He feels that because it worked so well before that there's a good chance that I will respond again... keeping my fingers crossed! It's my habit to jump to "plan B" just to be prepared for the "what ifs" I am trying not to indulge in this too much, because the Gemzar going to work, right?! But nonetheless, I will do my homework for the "plan B, C and D"
Overall it's been a tough week, the emotional roller coster at it's most extreme, from feeling like this is the unthinkable slippery slope, to the Gemzar is going to work and that if it doesn't I have many unused treatment options. One of the things that has really helped me out this past week is my Qi Gong practice which I have really stepped up since last Wednesday, it's so empowering, it gives me a strong connection to the power of the mind in relation to health and healing.
Despite, all this hell I got the green light to go on a yoga retreat in Mexico! I am so looking forward to it, it's going to be wonderful to be near the ocean and doing yoga with Gay White, my favorite yoga teacher and friend, and hanging with my dear friend Maryclare. I leave on Saturday.
Best,
Becca
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